i finally have a free summer to do anything i want. but i’ve found myself getting stressed out trying to figure out what i’m going to do.
i have so much that i would have wanted to do.. had i had money. had i applied earlier.. etc.
the thought of everything being so up in the air bothers me. the last thing i want is to find myself doing nothing.
i think my biggest problem is that i keep trying to figure out what other people want me to do.
but i want nothing more than to be with you.
