i miss blogging as a release. instead it’s sort of become my photo archive for my 365 flickr project.
i’ve gotten really concerned about what people think of my thoughts and stopped opening up. i’m going to try to write more and worry less. we’ll see where this gets me.
good news! i got into rutgers for their masters in biomedical engineering program. i was seriously losing all hope in my future, and that’s sort of hard to admit. i was regretting many decisions i made in school (like getting involved in orgs over focusing on school work).
i’m my best worst enemy. i know exactly how to get myself down and how to make myself lose all confidence in my abilities. i hope i’m not alone in this, but i was really worried about life after graduation.
sometimes i wish that life would sort of take me to where i should be. not by means of not doing anything to get somewhere, but sort of like how things fall into place. and i guess it has. but the recent path has been rough.
right now i feel like someone is trying to teach me how to fail. how to fail, get up and try again. and it’s my most difficult lesson yet.
[day 56] Love
[day 55] sarah’s new bike
sarah got her bike stolen right before spring break, and for her birthday, we got her a new beach cruiser. someone shouted at her party “it’s like she’s turning six!”
p.s. i just noticed sarah likes blue and white stripes too!
