these tears.
i hate the distance. i hate how much i miss you.

i hate how i find myself daydreaming in class.

i hate how you infallibly make me happy. even on video chat. even when you’re not here.

i hate how you always know just the right thing to say or do. (and i’m sorry that sometimes it makes me cry).

i hate how sometimes i can’t just accept and let good things happen to me because you are the best thing that’s happened to me. and i still can’t believe you’re mine.