the worst part about being me is that there is always something else on my mind. whether it’s a reminder about something i need to do or somewhere i’m supposed to be, i just can’t ever turn it off. it’s like consistently having a brain on overdrive. and it’s gotten to the point where it’s cutting into my sleep. and i don’t get enough of that stuff as it is anyway.

i constantly feel as if i’m not being productive enough or that there are so many things that i could have done.. or should be doing. for example right now. ha.

i get home from research/class/meetings every night and basically just want to pass out. and at that point, it’s only the beginning of my night. i feel like i’m always in this general state of tired-ness.

i hate it. i want out.