i feel like all i’ve been done this semester is whine. it’s starting to bother me. (and i’m sure everyone else too)

i’ve been thinking. i always feel like i don’t have time, but when i think about it, i can’t remember where all my time goes. i don’t feel like i do anything super well. and i don’t feel like i especially love what i study.

what is going on?

when did this happen? and how come i just realized this. i think i kept telling myself that i will eventually reach a class/point in school that i will really like. but to be honest, i’ve probably only liked one or two of my biomedical engineering classes out of all of them that i’ve taken.

i really like the idea of developing biomedical products (and it honestly is something still want to do), but i haven’t found any of the classes that i am in practical or enjoyable.

what am i doing with my life?

i know that i normally end up liking things that i am good at, so that’s probably the problem with how i am feeling right now.

i think i’m going to reevaluate my study habits/priorities. i need to be more productive.

i really need a break from reality. spring break, you’re the only thing keeping me going right now.