hypocrite.
am i a hypocrite if i believe people should have morals?

why is it so hard to stand up for what you believe in these days?

people judge you when you do stuff. people judge you when you don’t. they judge you by the people you hang out with. and the people you don’t.

i hate how easily i fall through peer pressure. in my beliefs. in my actions.

i hate how i used to be so firm in my beliefs of what was right and what was wrong. and now things are so skewed.

i feel like i’m surrounded. and there’s no way through unless i do what you do too. and only then you won’t judge me.

but the next person will.

everyone is so judgmental these days. yet they have no substance. they can’t talk about their own feelings or thoughts. they don’t stand up for anyone or anything. and they complain about whatever they can. and others agree with their complaints. that’s how they get along. that’s how they make connections. but they’re all empty words. all talk. and no action.

we’re circling this world together. but we’re getting no where. sometimes i feel so alone on this crowded earth.

i want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real
and i want life in every word to the extent that it’s absurd
i know you’re wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by
– “clark gable” by postal service

RAVE// hooray! it’s friday.
RANT// —