i should list giving blood as one of my hobbies.
i get this feeling that i have somehow conquered my fear of needles every time i give blood. but i really haven’t. because last time i checked, i’m still scared of them.

maybe it’s beckman or maybe it’s the $20 that i just got for giving four tubes of blood, but i honestly hate needles, and i voluntarily allowed someone to poke me with one this morning.

the second time in a month? wth. who does that?

i think i look really scared everytime i give blood too. because the nurses always ask me “are you okay” a lot.

but really i’m scared because they look nervous trying to find a vein in my arm.

it’s all good. $20 and a bagel for four tubes of blood and a poke from a needle. i don’t know what’s better saving 3 lives or the $20. just kidding.

i’d save a life if i could any day. then i could pretend to be a hero.

RAVE// mae!
RANT// working in a fridge.