you know,

today was a good day.

yeah i probably (actually i know) i failed my AP lit final. and yeah i’m still stressing out about stuff.

but today was a nice visit into my middle school years. i stepped out of the daily stress of life for an afternoon and just enjoyed it. i laughed so hard i cried. i smiled so much my face hurt.

carefree. i missed that.

and i saw the tiniest blond boy trying to drink from a drinking fountain. he couldn’t reach so he tried to get a drink by pushing the button and jumping up to try to catch the water. innocence. pure innocence. i took a picture of him. he was so small. he even fell in a planter. ah. so cute. i wanted to kidnap him.

saw billy, an old middle school friend, after a million years. i was so excited. i kept hysterically laughing about the stupidest things.

chris asked me to troy’s winter formal with beautiful yellow happy flowers in front of everyone i went out to lunch with, and i was like in shock for awhile. i love you guys. it even had references to amelie!

a few of us went up to travis and visited mrs. stephenson. sammie and i tried to confuse her by seeing if she could guess who was who. her eyes started watering. i missed her.

we even played in the travis playground afterwards.

i went to my little sister’s middle school honor band concert. they were really good. i remember honor band..

starbucks with megz. we got to sit on the coaches and have deep intellectual conversations. haha.

laugh. it’s a nice workout.