the fireplace burns tonight
and little things like this make me happy.
and it’s not even like i like fire. because i’m really deathly scared of fire. but sitting around the fireplace chatting with my family brings us together. and that’s the best gift i could ever ask for.
i’ve had so much family time this break. it has definetly had it’s highs and lows. pretty extreme ones at that. but thinking about college makes me so sad sometimes. i’m really going to miss these times with my family.
so i’m soaking in as much family as i can.
we were talking together
i said, “what’s up with this weather?”
don’t know whether or not
how sad i just got
was on my own volition
or if i’m just missing
the sun
and tomorrow i know
will be rainy at best
and the forecast i know
is that i’ll be depressed
but i’ll wait outside
hoping that i’ll catch sight
of the sun
because on and off
the clouds have fought
for control over the sky
and lately the weather has been so bi-polar and consequently so have i
but now i’m
sunny with the high of 75
since you took my heavy heart and made it light and its funny how you find you enjoy your life
when you’re happy to be alive
and the temperature is freezing
and then after dark
there’s a cold front
sweeping in over my heart
and we might break up
if i don’t wake up the sun
– “high of 75” by relient k
RAVE// i washed and waxed my car guppy today. i thought my arm was gonna fall off. woo. hard work. haha.
RANT// funny smelling lotion and soap makes my head woozy.
