exhausted.

i’m mentally and physically exhausted. this week has been taxing, stressful, and L-O-N-G. but thank goodness it is over. i feel like passing out in a warm bubble bath with a pack of ice on my head while listening to calm, peaceful music.

i only attended two days of school this week. pretty sad, huh? i have a stack of re-admits in the front pouch of my backpack. what’s the point of attending class if the rest of the class isn’t there? what’s the point of attending class if you have a super important exam (:cough: AP calc test) that you are taking the following day that the lady in the front of the office told you 2 days ahead that you had to take? what’s the point of going to zero period band when you feel so sick that you can’t get out of bed, let alone play your instrument? yeah. that’s what i thought too. 😛

i took this week like a to-do checklist. ap calc was put in last minute. wednesday was completely booked. but i made it. 🙂 i missed the concert, or alteast the part where i was supposed to play, but i showed up and helped clean up. attempted to find erich’s wallet. made it through wednesday? check. thursday. my only normal day of the week. studied with danny for the AP us test. check. friday. swim finals. exhausted. but survived? check.

but i miss my regular school weeks. i miss seeing each and every one of you for five days straight every week. because you all make me so happy. even the littlest things.

i miss talking to steph during zero period while poking megan. i miss talking to danny while walking to 2nd period, during break, during lunch, after 5th, and any other moments where he can slip in a dose of danny. i miss giggling with giang during 2nd and 3rd period. i miss talking to giang, gina, grace, desire, and the rest of our little spanish corner during mrs. elwood’s dreadful class. i miss walking connie and sara to the locker room after 3rd period. i miss chatting with katie m., katie, zelle, barb, shannon, steph, tasha, giang, and the rest of the lunch gang during lunch. i miss walking with alex paek, alex ticer, david kim, and matt white to mrs. sprang’s chem class. i miss talking to kim during chem as john makes weird noises. i miss walking with erich to mr. ferencz calc class. i miss walking rosh to chem. i miss delaying swim practice by driving around in the parking lot with danny. i miss getting laughing workouts with vivian at swim practice as megan stares as us like freaks. i miss driving court home and having heart to heart convos. i miss coming online stressed out and talking to scott online since scott is the stress-master. i miss having late night convos with danny.

aw. i love you all. 🙂

thank goodness this week is over.

RAVE// swim season is over 🙂

RANT// i’m tired.