i think i’m broken.

my moods are shooting all over the place. one second i’m frustrated and almost at the point of tears. next moment, i’m at the top of the world. this can’t be natural. i think i’m so stressed out that i’m getting myself sick. i can’t think clearly anymore. and i’m always tired.

the thought of college depresses me.

danny makes my everyday.

my mom pisses me off.

a laugh workout with vivian at swim practice is the greatest stress reliever ever.

but the thought of SAT IIs less than a week away stresses me out.

may 20th. my last AP test.

can i hold out until then? that’s my ultimate goal. for now.

[SATII swim prelims AP CHEM swim finals FLUTE RECITAL ap calc bc AP US HISTORY elections?]

I LOVE MAY.

new curfew. 10 pm. THANK YOU MOM.

hey mom, find me at my most stressed out moments and start lecturing me. see how i react.

church with danny

went to church with danny today. saw jen ko, rose, and issac. 🙂

different

what was church like? different

how did it feel? different

was it what you expected? no, it was different

yeah.

but it was nice. and the people were nice. and i was curious. maybe i’ll go some other time. but i think i should wait until my life calms down.

thanks danny for taking me 🙂

my posts don’t make sense anymore. and i want to put new pictures up. roar.

RAVE// i washed guppy today 🙂 now he’s clean and shiny.

RANT// stressed out. and the week hasn’t even started.