In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you

and in your head where it dwells.

I’d give you my hand if you’d reach out and grab it,

Lets walk away from this hell.

“into the dark” by the juliana theory

okay. i’m addicted to juliana theory. haha. and i love that song.

my brain is so lazy.

i think my brain is done with school. ugh. i hate school right now. it’s just so much busy work, and when i finally feel as if i have a grip on everything, it throws me a really hard test to prove me wrong. i know i promised myself that i’d try harder this semester. that i would care. but that motivation seems to have faded. like i’ll be taking a test, and when i get to something hard, my mind will just turn off and skip it. i feel as if i have to force myself to atleast read it and give a best possible answer. i’m dragging myself through this. i’m hating school. maybe this three day weekend will give me a nice break.

RAVE// re-learned how to play psouy (big two) from danny today after school. i remember being obsessed with that game freshman year. lol, we’re super cool. playing cards and hanging out inside of his car in front of juice stop. 😛

RANT// blah. feeling sick.