the holidays!

sunday i went to this after hours thing at the brea mall with my mom. we watched my sister play christmas songs, and we went shopping. 🙂 bonding with my mommy is the best. and of course shopping is always fun 😀 i loved how it wasn’t super crowded, and how all the christmas trees/ santa’s villages were up, and at every corner there were people either playing holiday music or singing carols.

anyway. the whole night left me happy, relaxed and in a holiday mood, but of course leave it to school to ruin my week again. 🙁 at the moment, i seriously can not stand mrs. sprang, my ap chem teacher. i don’t know if she just thinks i’m retarded, so never answers my questions or something, but everytime i ask one… she goes “ok class, talk to your neighbor.” wow. i really didn’t WANT to talk to my neighbor mrs. sprang. i wanted an answer because i’m completely frustrated and confused. i have this insane vision that i’m hanging off the edge of a cliff and mrs. sprang keeps pushing me off. does she purposely try to make me frustrated and feel dumb? possibly. so i stayed after class yesterday to ask her a question, and she looks at me, points to the wall and then asks me a question. i, of course, answer it wrong, and she kind of gives me this glare like you havn’t memorized this yet? and then just goes on like she’s the smartest person in the world. oy. i hate it when people do that. like you ask them a question, and then they ask you one as an answer. it’s like no. i still don’t know it. that’s why i asked you. -_- when i left class i felt like crying. maybe she looks at me like a student who isn’t doing her work. but you know wat? she isn’t doing her job either. i’m not the only one in a state of confusion. i just spoke up. and i hate memorizing things. why can’t i just understand? memorizing is so much work. roar. looks like this year won’t be easy.

so, bak to the holidays. i’m seriously excited this year. i guess in the past, it just felt routine. buy presents. put them under the tree. open them on christmas. but this year. i’m looking forward to it. the break. the family time. the snowboarding. everything. .. can’t forget my friends either 🙂 but yeah. i can’t wait to drive up my street and see all those beautiful christmas lights adorning the houses, or to walk into my house and see the tree lit up. christmas is the much needed break from this stressful school year. but for now. thanksgiving. which is equally fun. i love food. and thanksgiving is all about food, so i love thanksgiving 😀

breakfast

i went out to eat breakfast with barb on monday 🙂 that was much fun! thanks barb 😀 it was ironic because we were joking about how we were “boycotting the non-existant zero period,” and in the end there really was a zero period. (mr. mangan told us there wasn’t) anyway. the glares that we got from mr. nelson as we walked into the room, after hiding outside of the band room with mr. mangan, wasn’t enough to ruin my day. so thanks again barb. that made my day until chemistry, so.. much love for barb 😀

RAVE// one more day of school, and then we’re free for four days!

RANT// why am i scared about college already. ah!