bye bye grades..

yesterday night was by far the toughest night homework-wise since the begining of this school year. and to top that off.. out of my seven classes today, i had four quizzes/tests. are the teachers out to get me or wat? i swear. the one day that i get zero hours of sleep and homework time because of helping out at back-to-school night for PTSA.. i get screwed over.

don’t get me wrong tho. helping out at back-to-school night was great! connie and i were the best “direction people” or watever the parents called us. it was so cute seeing all the parents walking around holding hands. lol. PDA!! jk. but. yea. connie and i can get pretty scary together. 😛 during class time for the parents we seriously would say one word and burst into instantaneous laughter. we were standing in the WAY bak of west campus in the village, and erich said he could hear us all the way in the front of west campus. scary.. O_o

but i really thought things were going to work out this semester. my attemps to get straight a’s this semester was for the first time… actually starting out successful. until.. i got screwed over today.

and so begins my endless struggle against my grades. why do i let school control me? it stresses me out. causes me to sleep less. and makes me edgy. school makes me.. not me. there has alway been one point every school year, since high school, where i just completely break down. and skip a day of school… or just part of a day because of it. i get so stressed that i get sick. i procrastinate so much that i get zero sleep and can barely function. i shouldn’t let school get to me like this. rawr.

scott turns 18 tomorrow happy birthday scott 🙂

RAVE// weekend – pep band + morP = 😀

RANT// stress.. procrastination habits.. school.