denial

denial. i’m in denial. school’s NOT almost about to start, i DON’T have to do my AP homework just yet, and i WON’T memorize my field show music. but if this is so.. then why did my mom attempt to take me “back to school” shopping today? great. i’m procrastinating ALREADY… and school hasn’t even started yet. = seems like I’m off to a GREAT start! xP

inspiration

everytime i surf through random people’s blogs and websites.. i always come across a few that truly inspire me. i look back at this site and think. wow. this looks like crap and then i realize. that i can’t code worth crap. i nearly forgot all the HTML tags.. and i barely know how to use photoshop. yay! but i promise.. one day.. i’ll be able to do all that stuff. my site will FINALLY look decent, and i’ll even change the layout more than once every other year. haha. = actually. i’ve made lots of graphics for layouts. i picture in my head exactly how i want everything placed.. but when i open up my editpad to begin coding… i don’t know what to type to make it how i want it… things end up being simplified. sometimes simplified to the point where they just suck. 🙁 i need help. lol. where do all those people learn how to make their awesome sites? I WANT TO LEARN! 🙂

why don’t we continue to talk about this site?

since i’m already babbling about this site.. i’ll continue. notice that the eye candy section is gone. 🙁 ::tear:: I NEED MORE SPACE i never finished scanning all the pics from last year’s dances. i think i’m going to re-scan everything with my sister’s scanner anyways tho cause my scanner is dumb…it makes freakishly loud noises when it scans… and not only is it ancient, it’s quality sucks. so anyway. i have a lot more sadies pics to put up here. and i need to make a new layout or something. i’m getting bored. plus everyone on here has a xanga now. so this is kinda my blog.. other than jen’s ocassional random entries. 🙂 o. and this site is NOT a want to be xanga. your xanga’s a want to be pixie*scribble. 😛

RAVE// mommy bought me a new keyboard! 🙂 this one’s quiet tho. no more loud clicky noises while i type!

RANT// i woke up at 7:45 today. SAT prep programming. i feel like a robot. -_-