care bears

i forgot to talk about care bears yesterday. seeing a rainbow reminded me of them.. remember the rainbow care bears? the ones that stood together and each one was a color of the rainbow? dooode! i used to wish i was a care bear! wat else? o! does anyone remember *popples*? or.. *my little pony*? everything was so rainbow-ee back when we were little! where did all the pretty colors go? anyways.. remembering the care bears made me happy. haha.. i still wish i was a care bear. that’d be so cool! i know u do too! 😉

gr.. mr. brown

doode. mr. brown almost made me cry today. he was so.. evil about me taking the ap test late. since i told him i wouldn’t be positive if i made swim finals until after pre-lims.. he was kinda pissed about that. and then.. today… (the day after pre-lims) he asks me if i was going to swim in the finals. and i said “i probably will be”… and he was like “probably is not acceptable”.. and then.. he got all on me about it.. and i said that i only said “probably” because i didn’t know the exact results. i mean.. how the heck am i supposed to know the exact results when the bus left before the results came out? so he gets pissed that i left before the results came out.. he looked at me like “how could u have been so dumb to leave before the results came out” and i was like holy crap… mr. brown.. i took the freaking bus.. it left later than everyone else at that meet.. except for my coaches .. but.. shees.. and he wouldn’t let it go.. so he kept bugging me about it.. and he asked like fifty times *are u individually going to be swimming in the finals?* and duh!.. what else was i supposed to say? cause it was still the same answer that i had given him the FIRST TIME he asked me! and then he was like “when will you know?” and i said.. “sixth period” and i guess that was too late for him.. cause he was like.. about to pounce on me. and then.. he just kept questioning me like crazy.. and then finally i said.. “i will most likely be swimming in the relays”.. and he was like “most likely?.. or ur positive?” and i was like.. screw this.. i’m lying to him. i don’t care anymore so i just said ” yes. i’m swimming the relays on friday” and he was like “why didn’t u tell me this earlier?” and i was like. “u said INDIVIDUALLY.. not in a relay”.. (like i had to swim an individual event to skip the ap test or something.) and at the end .. after what felt like forever of interrogating me.. and like making fun of me.. he goes “good.. just making sure we aren’t doing anything illegal here”…. honestly. there are worse things than taking a late ap test.. ok? really.. we can all survive.. he scared the living daylights out of me. i hate how he almost made me cry in front of my whole class.. i hate how he manages to make me feel like the dumbest person alive. .. -_-

o and he made me go through the whole day feeling guilty for lying to him. i mean.. what if i DIDN’T make it into finals? what would i have told him? “o sorry.. i lied.. just kidding i AM taking the test tomorrow”.. stoopid. yeah. so i was like really happy when i found out i did make it into finals.. except.. i’m only in consulation. or however u spell that. i got 9th place!.. if i got 8th.. i woulda made it to the real finals.. it was probably a matter of miliseconds that i didn’t make it. but i’ll just pretend that it was like 3 seconds that i didn’t make it by.. yup. there was no chance right? .. noOo.. if i hadn’t gained a second yesterday.. i could have made it into the top eight!! omg.. ::kicks self:: and breastroke.. gah.. i won’t get into that.. i had a bad meet yesterday.. and that was like the most important meet .. well other than tomorrow, which is finals. so i’m gonna swim my @$$ off tomorrow.. i swim faster when i’m pissed anyway… haha..wellps..

good luck on the ap tests tomorrow everyone!

RAVE// no homework tonight!

RANT// since i didn’t do that great at pre-lims.. i decided to change my toe nail polish color. bak to the one where i dropped two seconds with. 🙂