stressed out

i’m so freaking stressed out because of.. MAY 9th if anyone else is taking AP euro.. you know what i mean. i just realized that i’ve studied nothing. i know basically nothing. this whole year… what have i freaking been doing in class? you’d think i’d start to pick up stuff after awhile… but nope. i’m a freaking tard. oo.. and may 9th is also when swim season ends.. so i don’t get a break until then. and you know what else is coming up? may 10th.. flute recital. gotta practice like crazy.. Shheeeeeiiiiiitt… grades dropping… so tired… someone tell me to breathe.. o_O

RAVE// swimming is like my stress reliever now.. its like.. when you’re really pissed or stressed.. you just swim faster.. haha..

RANT// can’t think.. can’t think… i’m so dumb..