being the middle child

normally i don’t care, but recently i’ve felt like everyone in my family favors my little sister. well.. i guess it’s understandable that my housekeeper favors my sister because she’s known her practically since she was born and she still thinks she’s a little baby. but sometimes it just pisses me off because there i am standing outside after swim practice in the freezing cold.. for 20 minutes.. and she doesn’t really care, but if my sister has to wait after school for more than 5 minutes.. she freaks out. like “OMG you’re making marisa wait!”.. i’m like ok whoa.. not my fault i got out 4 minutes late from practice today.. yeah.. and my sister is way spoiled.. like she always asks my dad after her swim practice @ eastlake if she can get a slushie and the deli.. and my dad’s like “sure!”.. but one time i asked my dad if we could stop by at starbucks to get a vanilla frap or something.. and he was like “no! we’re gonna be late for picking up marisa”.. !!!!! yeah.. so yesterday i finally told my mom how i felt.. and i made her feel SOoooooOo.. bad! that whole night she kept going.. “i love you” and yeah.. so now I feel bad!! wahh.. i should never had said anything! :O

//saturday

sadies shopping @ the block was a lotta fun 🙂 james and i got to the block later because he had a jazz festival, but we met up with katie, alden, jyzelle, katie m., and connie. We were having the hardest time picking out our outfit because i’m so freaking picky.. and i think i started to annoy people.. sorry!!! o_O (especially katie.. lol!) so they all left to go eat din. but yeah.. anyway.. we pretty much stayed at the ron jon surf shop.. actually we were there for so long i almost felt like i was gonna scream. lol.. after we had finally gotten our boardshorts picked out.. we couldn’t find a matching shirt there.. so we decided to go somewhere else and we saw steph, ryan, and meg outside of that giant hawaiian store. we went in there and it’s so freaking crazy how everything’s from hawaii.. ok yeah.. i know that it’s supposed to be, but its like ALL of hawaii in that one store. lol.. anyway.. they had weird stuff like hawaiian shirt pot holders and stuff. yeah.. and after that we mostly followed steph and ryan to where ever they wanted to go because they were on a mission to find lifeguard shirts. (which they never found) we ended up at the ron jon surf shop AGAIN.. and then we saw katie, alden, connie, katie m., and zelle for the last time before they all went home. We ended up finding shirts there after looking for the millionth time 🙂 lol.. and i was so mad that steph and ryan found shirts like REALLY quickly.. gr.. hehe. Then we went to the puma store where steph and ryan found cute running pants and i found the cutest pair of hot pink pumas!! but i never ended up getting them because i was broke. lol… Afterwards we went to the candy store because of my addiction to sugar.. and then we all went home. Before we went home james had to pick up doughnuts because he’s in love with them. lol.

o and when i got home.. and i tried on my stuff because my mom wanted to see it all… she’s like “that looks soOo.. ugly on you.” i’m like THANX mom!! -_- yeah.. so my mom’s making me return the boardshorts… but i got new ones on sunday @ chicks.. so we’re good.. evil mommy!!

RAVE// three days of exit exams no class.. i better pass!!

RANT// ahh! first swim meet’s on wednesday!!